https://imgur.com/a/EuJz23V
now finally i placed my reference images and the objective to the middle with the origin and the 3d cursor. i end up see the console very wierdly . i cant see the edges black. its mixing between black and white. and if i hide the console bottom parts so i can work with the top . some edges - particles are still visible .
i got to say. i am really find for myself so much extra errors that i need to ask . Just by seeing the amount i ask in the comments. its truly embarassing in a certain way. Truly both of you cover almost more than half of my blender time just with the comment section by helping me answer my questions. i probably would bleed out quite fast alone.