I cannot locate what was called "vertex weights" which is the spreadsheet
http://builder.openhmd.net/blender-hmd-viewport-temp/modeling/meshes/properties/vertex_groups/vertex_weights.html
This is where it is supposed to be now in blender 2.8 according to the manual
https://docs.blender.org/manual/en/latest/modeling/meshes/properties/vertex_groups/vertex_weights.html?highlight=vertex%20weights
But I cannot find it and my automatic weights are messed up, I have tried to look for this on the internet but cannot find an answer