Well, everyone's unsure of their fighting abilities. When that happens, just train more! When you're afraid, just train! When something doesn't feel right, just train! When you don't believe in yourself anymore, just train! The only thing that won't betray you is your training.
Love it, You have captured the moment perfectly!!!
I've been using blender for 2 years and I gotta say I like being a beginner more than someone with experience because you tend to fall into the trap of comparing yourself to people who are better than you. but I have to remind myself
"Compare yourself to who you were yesterday not to who some else is today"
everyone's got their own path.
I know I'll suck at art for a long time before I'm as good as the people I look up to but that's some pain I'm willing to take. because the regret of not doing something is a lot harder to swallow.